[ he's really pushing the limits of her emotional intelligence here. she can't put to words the unfairness, the lack of control, the sense that he can just do whatever he wants, crash a shuttle through her life and then flit off without having to deal with the wreckage left behind.
that he can uproot her, drag her here to have her with him, and then suddenly decide he doesn't want her. the promise of being wanted and then being discarded is worse than never having it.
she doesn't have the words for any of that. it all just tears through her chest, makes her feel like crying and screaming. ]
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[ after what he did, she doesn't owe him that explanation. ]
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you took what i told you and used it to trap me
then you left me with him while i couldnt fight
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did he hurt you?
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i'm sorry.
maybe it's best i don't come back.
[ he can't deal with the guilt sorry. ]
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if you feel that way why would you even want to see me again? i don't understand.
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im angry
[ he's really pushing the limits of her emotional intelligence here. she can't put to words the unfairness, the lack of control, the sense that he can just do whatever he wants, crash a shuttle through her life and then flit off without having to deal with the wreckage left behind.
that he can uproot her, drag her here to have her with him, and then suddenly decide he doesn't want her. the promise of being wanted and then being discarded is worse than never having it.
she doesn't have the words for any of that. it all just tears through her chest, makes her feel like crying and screaming. ]
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be safe. it's better this way, trust me.
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why should i
you didnt let me leave
you didnt trust me
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